February 2012
16 posts
I just wanted the remainder of this school year to be peaceful.
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I Don’t think I’ve wanted something this desperately in a long time. I’m keeping my fingers crossed
I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
I can’t do this. I can’t do this.
My eyes are open as I search around the room
Her eyes are open too and I quickly shoot her a glance
(She always knows what I’m thinking)
My hands and legs are shaking
I feel sick
Can I go to the bathroom?
I quickly splash some water on my face and look at myself in the mirror
This isn’t happening
not again
oh no.
January 2012
21 posts
“Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her...”
– Unknown (via thirdw0rld)
I feel kind of numb to it all, I think
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No one ever tells you that you’ll spend a large part of your life in a desperate attempt to be someone, anyone else.
We look forward to moments and plan them out in our minds. We hope that those moments will maybe assemble as gracefully as they do in our dreams.
They never do.
You’re making me very nervous
I want to know your plans and how involved in them I am
December 2011
13 posts
I’m scared of what I’m doing to myself…
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